I lost a piece of my heart today

There is no happily ever after,
If someone asks me I am reduced to laughter.
They have still to understand this world, I say,
It is full of mistrust, stealing, hatred and dismay.
.......................................................................I lost a piece of my heart today !

Its more than a bruise and feels more than when I was stabbed,
Now I know what people feel when they are jabbed.
It is not the feeling of what has already happened,
It is the fear of the future in anticipation
.......................................................................I lost a piece of my heart today !


They warned me, and all of them
why do you give someone your heart ?
I told them, why fear when it’s given to someone so dear ?
And one day, unknowingly the distances grew, and so did the tears.
.......................................................................I lost a piece of my heart today !


It came as a sudden blow,
Did not give me a chance to hold the reigns to this show.
My world started falling apart,
and all I could do was feel the pointed darts.
.......................................................................I lost a piece of my heart today !


They pierced me one by one,
Until there was nothing left to be won
What started in a friendly name,
Was reduced to a hurling of abuses game.
.......................................................................I lost a piece of my heart today !


Today I stand there with all this within me,
I wish I had just let things be.
why did I ever put myself into this fight ?
Did i never not know the enemy and my plight ?
.......................................................................I lost a piece of my heart today !


I wish the enemy knows someday,
that it is not ever about winning.
And even though it’s won, everything is lost
I did not know this would carry such a heavy cost
.......................................................................I lost a piece of my heart today !


I wish not to recover from this pain,
And let my tears merge with the rain.
for if these feelings of love ever dry,
The enemy and I will never stop to cry.
.......................................................................I lost a piece of my heart today !

NOT A PIECE... I LOST MY HEART TODAY !!